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[11 Dec 2005|08:32pm]

you'll say, that we've got nothing in common

no common ground to start from, and we're falling apart.

You'll say, the world has come between us, our lives have come between us

still i know you just dont care.

 

    ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------

You were the only one who knew me&now your eyes see through me,

                                  i guess i was wrong.

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[11 Dec 2005|01:32pm]

Bye Bye beautiful...

       Dont bother to write.

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[27 Nov 2005|09:13am]
[ mood | pissed off ]
[ music | Bodom ]

Did i ever hurt you in any way? If i did then hear my apology...

                      FUCK YOU

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[26 Nov 2005|11:08pm]
Call you up in the middle of the night
Like a firefly without a light
You were there like a blow torch burnin
I was a key that could use a little turnin

So tired that I couldn't even sleep
So many secrets I couldn't keep
Promised myself I wouldn't weep
One more promise I couldn't keep

It seems no one can help me now
I'm in too deep
There's no way out
This time I have really led myself astray

Chorus
Runaway train never goin back
Wrong way on a one way track
Seems like I should be getting somewhere
Somehow I'm neither here nor there

Can you help me remember how to smile
Make it somehow all seem worthwhile
How on earth did I get so jaded
Life's mystery seems so faded

I can go where no one else can go
I know what no one else knows
Here I am just drownin' in the rain
With a ticket for a runaway train

And Everything seems cut and dry
Day and night, earth and sky
Somehow I just don't believe it

CHORUS

Bought a ticket for a runaway train
Like a madman laughin' at the rain
Little outta touch, little insane
Just easier than dealin with the pain

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[20 Nov 2005|09:59pm]
I keep a close watch on this heart of mine
I keep my eyes wide open all the time
I keep the ends out for the tie that binds
Because you're mine, I walk the line

I find it very, very easy to be true
I find myself alone when each day is through
Yes, I'll admit that I'm a fool for you
Because you're mine, I walk the line

As sure as night is dark and day is light
I keep you on my mind both day and night
And happiness I've known proves that it's right
Because you're mine, I walk the line

You've got a way to keep me on your side
You give me cause for love that I can't hide
For you I know I'd even try to turn the tide
Because you're mine, I walk the line

I keep a close watch on this heart of mine
I keep my eyes wide open all the time
I keep the ends out for the tie that binds
Because you're mine, I walk the line
Kill me with your Poison

[19 Nov 2005|09:39am]
[ mood | confused ]

It must be your skin, that im sinking in.

    It must be for real, because now i can feel.

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[17 Nov 2005|07:55pm]

 

HEHEHEHEHEHHEHEHEHEHEHEHHEHEHEHEH <--------- thats ALOT of HeHe's.

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[17 Nov 2005|02:22pm]

I wonder how [ YOU ] feel...

                                      is it still the same?

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Fuckkkkkkkin Bored [16 Nov 2005|08:32pm]
[ mood | curious ]
[ music | Children of Bodom ]

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[15 Nov 2005|07:02pm]
Love...
(love)
Devotion...
(devotion)
Feeling...
(feeling)
Emotion...
(emotion)

Don't be afraid to be weak
Don't be too proud to be strong
Just look into your heart, my friend
That will be the return to yourself
The return to innocence

The return to innocence

If you want, then start to laugh
If you must, then start to cry
Be yourself don't hide
Just believe in destiny

Don't care what people say
Just follow your own way
Don't give up and use the chance
To return to innocence.

That's not the beginning of the end
That's the return to yourself
The return to innocence

That's the return to innocence
 
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[09 Nov 2005|06:11pm]
[ mood | scared ]
[ music | 3 doors down-let me go ]

I asked one thing of you...to never walk away...less than an hour later, what happened? ... i watched you as you walked away...

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[03 Nov 2005|10:01pm]

it seems i have been neglecting el jay now for...myspace! i know i know, it's horrible, but here is my conclusion:

el jay=lame/overrated

myspace=wonderful&amazing

 

perhaps next week i'll change my mind...who really know. ... such a tragedy.:(

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[02 Nov 2005|08:06pm]
I GOT ACCEPTED INTO SUICIDE GIRLS!!!!!!!!!!!!
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[02 Nov 2005|05:26pm]
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[02 Nov 2005|03:04pm]

1. What is your middle name?
Rae

2. Last person you kissed?
Kevin

3. What are you listening to right now?
Alice Cooper- Steven

4. What are you eating right now?
Nothing, until Kev comes with my food =)

5. What are you drinking right now?
pshh mountain dew.

6. Last person you hugged?
Kevin

7. How is the weather right now?
Okay, i guess. could be better.

8. Last person you talked to on the phone?
Kevin, or Rey, or mike...

9. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
personality, eyes, hands, shoes

10. Favorite type of Food?
chinise&italian

11. Do you drink?
Sometimes...very rarely.

12. Do you smoke?
Yes

13.Ever get so drunk you cant rememeber what you did?
Haha, yes

14. Hair color?
black/brown

15. Eye color?
Green/brown

16. Do you wear contacts?
colored ones sometimes.

17. Favorite Holiday?
halloween!!&christmas...im a little girl when it comes to presents&candy!!

19. Have you ever cried for no reason?
haha YES...EMO.

20. Last Movie you Watched?
friday the 13th 5: a new beggining

29. What books are you reading?
I just finished Crank

30. Piercings?
00 gauge lobes, 14 gauge lobes, navel, nipple, labret, tongue.

31. Favorite movie?
American History X, Blow, Nightmare before christmas, STAR WARS, you know...alot more.

32. Favorite basketball Team?
i basically hate sports...mhm pretty much.

33.What were you doing before filling this out?
talking on AIM&looking through myspace&THANKS JAYMIE FOR HELPING ME WITH MY LAYOUT <33333333333

34. Any pets?
5 birds, 5 dogs, 4 cats, a lizard, fish,&i had a rat =(

35. AIM?
imWastedinTime


36. Butter, Plain or Salted popcorn?
EXTRA EFFIN BUTTER

37. Dogs or cats?
both

38. Favorite Flower?
almost black rose.

39.Have you ever been caught doing something you werent supposed to?
Um, when you hang out with the WC, basically thats all that happens...&then yes on my own as well.

41. Do you love someone?
Yes.

42. Who would you like to see right now?
the crew.

43. Have you ever been bummed? uhh yea


44. Have you ever fired a gun?
nopers.

45. Do you like to travel by plane?
sometimes.

46. Right-handed or Left-handed?
Righty

47. If you can be with someone right now, who would it be?
CHAN!!!!! rey&kev.
48. How many pillows do you sleep with?
two, but one falls during the night =( or Kev steals it..:cries:

49. Are you missing someone?
Yes.

49. Do you have any tattoos
Yup=5.

51. Do you still watch cartoons on saturday morning?
hehe, sometimes SO WHAT BITCH! 

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[31 Oct 2005|10:20pm]
My Myspace : here
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[31 Oct 2005|02:34pm]
love is overrated.
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[31 Oct 2005|11:14am]
[ mood | sad ]
[ music | 3 doors down-let me go ]

One more kiss could be the best thing
But one more lie could be the worst
And all these thoughts are never resting
And you're not something I deserve

In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
And this seems real to me

[Chorus]
You love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you don't know who I am
So let me go
Let me go

I dream ahead to what I hope for
And I turn my back on loving you
How can this love be a good thing
When I know what I'm goin through

In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
And this seems real to me


You love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
You love me but you don't know who I am
So let me go
Just Let me goo...
Let me go

And no matter how hard I try
I can't escape these things inside I know
I knowww..
When all the pieces fall apart
You will be the only one who knows
Who knows

You love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you don't know Who I am
So let me go
Just let me go

And you love me but you don't
You love me but you don't
You love me but you don't know who I am
And you love me but you don't
You love me but you don't
You love me but you don't know me
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[31 Oct 2005|11:07am]

HAPPY HALLOWEEN BITCHES&SLUTS!

 

love, basically.

 

ME!

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[30 Oct 2005|10:55pm]
My AIM font colors are all pretty&VERY random..&theres pink..&i hate pink =)! lol oh well!
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